I just want to break down and cry, yet I won’t waste my tears on someone who doesn’t deserve them. I haven’t felt this heart broken in years.
It’s like grieving somebody who is still alive. Why stay friends yet ignore me? What point does that prove? I already know he’s a bastard. The apology meant nothing, said to ease his own conscious.
How do I make the pain stop?
I’m broken. I didn’t wanna let a guy break me again, but he’s succeeded. Maybe I’m truly not worthy.